I'm not sure if I've mentioned it or not, but this year has been pretty hard as far as morning drop-offs at my sitter's. "Mommy, no go," "(s)tay home," "No Cinny's house, home," "I don't want this" ... there has been a fit 90% of the days I've gone to drop him off. Now, I know that he is fine (he stops crying a minute after I leave), but it breaks.my.heart.
I remember the first time I ever took Griffin's to my sitter's house, I cried in the driveway and thought I could never leave my baby. That was hard ... this is harder ... times 100! Griffin LOVES our sitter; I love our sitter, but hearing my boy beg me to stay with him is heart-wrenching.
No, I am not writing this in preparation to stay home permanently because I really enjoy my job. I am fortunate that my job allows me to spend my nights, weekends, holidays, and summers at home. I like to be around adults and talk about things other than, "poop goes in the potty." It's just hard to be away from Griffin.
Anyways, I am SO looking forward to the summer break and being home ... so, in 6 more school days, I will be back home.
P.S. - So, you know Griffin will probably WANT to go to Cindy's house and not stay home!!! Ha!






